: "beautiful melody when the nights are long..."

a song which reminds me of a time when everything in my life was perfect; i play this song over and over again in the mist of the night when i should be trying to go to sleep. there is something holding me back from hitting the stop button on my ipod. i realize that i don't want to hit the stop button because i want to go back to that moment when everything was so perfect. so perfect that at that moment in time, i believed that not even a single person could ruin it; but in time, that moment was ruined. moments don't ever stay constant. for instance, the moment that i had my first kiss, then to i believed that nothing could ruin the moment; but it was ruined, by time. time ruins moments. it never occurred to me that when time runs out, the moment is ruined, everything that could possibly happen in the future is based on that moment. the future can reflect off of the most perfect moment; everything comes back to that one moment when everything was so perfect; and that moment, the one you are having now, doesn't match up to that perfect moment you had in the past; disappointment. then again, time changes everything; it's never the right time to have a perfect moment with a person who you thought was the love of your life, because for him, it wasn't the right time to fall in love..there we go again, time. time changes every perfect moment.