: don't shut.

as i am listening to a new song by maroon 5, titled "no curtain call", i realize my life is exactly like the song; or somewhat pertains to how i am at times;

You say you need someone
But everybody does
I'm no different than you
I just believe what I do

You point your finger at
Everyone but yourself
And blame the ones that you love
Who're only try'n to help


As it's winding down to zero
I am yours like a hero
I'll see this through
There's so much me and you
Take this enemy together
Fight these demons off forever forever forever forever

5,4,3,2,1 I won't stop until it's done
No curtain call,I will not fall
This may be the one we've been waiting for
No curtain call,just take it all

I have no time for fear
Or people in my ear
Head down and running so fast
Try not to dwell on the past

I'm fighting through this pain
And things I cannot change
Running right into the flame
Rather than running away

Sweat drips down from every angle
Love your body as it gathers in a pool by your feet
You turn up the heat
tossin and turnin, you cannot sleep
Quietly weep,your in too deep


i am the girl; who has no time for people in my ear- to tell me what to do, what to think, how to act and how to get over it.

i am the girl; who does run right into the flame instead of running the other way- because fear doesn't scare me; i would much rather run into the ring of fire to learn the hard way, then to never had taken the chance and learn nothing except the fact that i should have taken the chance.

i am the girl; who tosses and turns in bed at night because i am crying over something that is too deep; crying is the only way for me to cope with the feeling of being in to deep.

i am the girl; who will always be there for you.